Maybe its you, who knows. One day I will find out.
a-tothe-zie.bs
19 Amir Mek-enZie. Graduated in DCA - RepublicPoly
I play around, I have fun, I share secrets, I tell stories, I cry on each other's shoulders, I hold hands, I hug and kiss each other, I think about forever.
But I don't fall in love because the first one who does, loses =D
Cover yourself with your laughter, its the best solution ever.
Sometimes when I'm alone by myself, I always ask myself many times whether should I be in a relationship or should I not. It just that I'm not prepare for any relationship right now cause I have many things that are holding me back. Final Year Project, School and my sickness have put too much pressure on me already and they stress me out. Unless, unless I found someone who really really understands me regardless of good and bad then I would be in a relationship seriously.
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Having 26 ex-girlfriends really taught me and experienced many things about love and relationship. I want to be in a relationship which will last long. I don't want to go back to chapter one again and waste my time all over again. Sometimes I wish the world can really rewind by itself cause I want to go back through time where I met my first love. I want to find that very last person who will be with me until my last breath, thats the reason why I must find that perfect girl.
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I get to know this girl but I feel sad that I have to let her go. I'm just not sure, not sure about letting her go:( She's my type of girl, we get in touch almost everyday and each day, my feelings for her grow every single day. I love her exceptionally much. It's true that when a guy has fallen in love with a girl, he spends almost every day and night thinking about her. It happens to me, its true. But sadly, I'm not sure whether she loves me back. :(
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To you, that day you asked me, “do you really love me?” The first thing that came to my mind was shock. After what we've been through and you asked me that? It shocked me, really. You should know that I truly love you. There are many girls out there but I will rather choose you cause only you deserve to be in my heart. If you really love me back, tell me and prove it to me. Whatever your decision is, I would accept it. Don't make me wait like this please ='(
